I would like to start this post placing emphasis on the fact that im totally depressed right now ): This week has been one of the worst week ever... Disappointments and tribulations one after another. Lol my psp was like a disaster in disguise.. i'm like totally hooked to it i don't have any mood to study. I really need help to get this mentality out of my mind now to prepare for the mid years whih is like umm tmr? I was totally stumped by the chinese oral exam yesterday. My guess is that i'll probably get the lowest in class. Everyone i asked about how they performed for the oral talked about what good comments they received from our examiner. However, in my case, i dun even know how many words i din know how to read.. Its like.. uncountable =.= My conversation was not much better.. Right at the start, i din understand the topic and had to ask her to define 2 words inside the very question itself. As if i wasn't embarassed enough, the very fact that the whole oral examination was recorded and would be posted on edulearn for all to hear makes me wanna dig a hole and bury my face. I was corrected by the examiner for about every sentence i said. She even asked me.. are u trying to mean this this this.. It was like i was speaking in a foreign language to her.. =.= The oral had already shattered all my determination to do well for the mid-years. Its like half a battle is already lost right before it even begun. =.= The second trauma was the chem test todday.. Gosh it was like screwed.. I had fallen asleep in less den 30 mins after i opened my chem file to study the previous night thanks to about 6 hours staring at the small screen of my psp that my eyes couldn't take in addition to the very fact that studying is like super boring lol.. Totally screwed up my mcq, redox qns and even the qualitative questions which has been tested so many times already. My NAPFA turned out horrible as well.. other than my sit and reach and my sit up, everything was like worst den i had expected espeicially my standing broad jump. God that was the most embarassing ever i had like deteriorated by like more den 30cm and failed the stupid thing. My 2.4 was also crap.. I was like sick that day and ran while only being able to breathe through my mouth and also gt stitches. So unlucky loh.. All the practices all no stitches and not sick den the actual one... my timing was worse den before by almost a minute slower. Slipped while picking up the blocks during shuttle run man that was horrible.. totally screwed up my timing == The stupid mat is like so much more slippery den the parade square. The fourth big problem was that i had lost my ipod on sunday. Wow right after i had bought a new electronic device on saturday (my psp ==) my dad had found my ipod today and when i received it i was like overjoyed thinking... this was the turning point of my troubles this week. Guess what.. It turned out to be another shocker by the very fact that he had found my ipod in the washing machine. Now its umm.. dead of course. This genius here had transported his poor innocent ipod in his jeans into the evil clutches of the washing machine and left it to drown. T.T I'm like being so pessimistic at the moment but theres really nothing good that happened this week to bring my mood back up. I have changed my LV ipod to a black one >.> dedicated to my ipod who had served me well since sec 1.

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