I would like to start this post placing emphasis on the fact that im totally depressed right now ): This week has been one of the worst week ever... Disappointments and tribulations one after another. Lol my psp was like a disaster in disguise.. i'm like totally hooked to it i don't have any mood to study. I really need help to get this mentality out of my mind now to prepare for the mid years whih is like umm tmr? I was totally stumped by the chinese oral exam yesterday. My guess is that i'll probably get the lowest in class. Everyone i asked about how they performed for the oral talked about what good comments they received from our examiner. However, in my case, i dun even know how many words i din know how to read.. Its like.. uncountable =.= My conversation was not much better.. Right at the start, i din understand the topic and had to ask her to define 2 words inside the very question itself. As if i wasn't embarassed enough, the very fact that the whole oral examination was recorded and would be posted on edulearn for all to hear makes me wanna dig a hole and bury my face. I was corrected by the examiner for about every sentence i said. She even asked me.. are u trying to mean this this this.. It was like i was speaking in a foreign language to her.. =.= The oral had already shattered all my determination to do well for the mid-years. Its like half a battle is already lost right before it even begun. =.= The second trauma was the chem test todday.. Gosh it was like screwed.. I had fallen asleep in less den 30 mins after i opened my chem file to study the previous night thanks to about 6 hours staring at the small screen of my psp that my eyes couldn't take in addition to the very fact that studying is like super boring lol.. Totally screwed up my mcq, redox qns and even the qualitative questions which has been tested so many times already. My NAPFA turned out horrible as well.. other than my sit and reach and my sit up, everything was like worst den i had expected espeicially my standing broad jump. God that was the most embarassing ever i had like deteriorated by like more den 30cm and failed the stupid thing. My 2.4 was also crap.. I was like sick that day and ran while only being able to breathe through my mouth and also gt stitches. So unlucky loh.. All the practices all no stitches and not sick den the actual one... my timing was worse den before by almost a minute slower. Slipped while picking up the blocks during shuttle run man that was horrible.. totally screwed up my timing == The stupid mat is like so much more slippery den the parade square. The fourth big problem was that i had lost my ipod on sunday. Wow right after i had bought a new electronic device on saturday (my psp ==) my dad had found my ipod today and when i received it i was like overjoyed thinking... this was the turning point of my troubles this week. Guess what.. It turned out to be another shocker by the very fact that he had found my ipod in the washing machine. Now its umm.. dead of course. This genius here had transported his poor innocent ipod in his jeans into the evil clutches of the washing machine and left it to drown. T.T I'm like being so pessimistic at the moment but theres really nothing good that happened this week to bring my mood back up. I have changed my LV ipod to a black one >.> dedicated to my ipod who had served me well since sec 1.

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Din have remedial today :D so shiok.. For now.. LOL tmr is chinese oral. I'm like so dead. Shall feed the oral teacher with ang mohs.. I'd probably read like 3 or 4 words den go like urhmmm den skip to the next LOL. Seriously my chinese is so pathetic. As usual, i screwed up any initial plans to study for the day =.= once i started playing my new psp <3 with the intention to study at night, well.. it din work out lol =.= din study at all. I'm worrying about my mid-year but i'm nt doing anything about it LOL how ironic =.=. Lols accidentally jammed up the lock of my room door =.= At first it didn't really matter but when i went out of my room for a bath. I forgot tt my lock was jammed and the button was in. So like i always do, i closed the door behind me. And i realised what i did after the door clicked shut =.= Panic followed right after since my school bag was inside even if i can sleep somewhere else, i wud'nt be able to bring anything to school the following day LOL. Thank God i managed to find the key for my doo after awhile of madness and panic xD Stumbled upon the acoustic version of "New classic" its so nice. I'm gettin addicted to it but i cant find it anywhere boo ==

woo finally can strike something off my Wants list haha. Although its a little late compared to some other people,I FINALLY GOT MY OWN PSP <3. Its a mint green psp slim :D. Like so genius sia.. of all times i chose to get hooked to something new at the perfect time, mid-year exams LOL.. Seriously got no mood to study everyday. I don't even open my bag =.= i'm like so dead. I just keep worrying about whether im gonna flunk my mid-years everyday and i don't do anything about it. I seriously lack the willpower to study. Wonder how i'll do this mid year. Hopefully by the grace of God i can scrape through wif good results without studying much like i somehow always do although i doubt so LOL since theres like erm... so much to study for i don't even know what i need to study =.= (so screwed). Is like, everyone around me is studying like mad(espeicially.. ahem... u know who u are :X) and ppl come complaining to me tt mid-year is like 5 days away and i'm nt doing anything about it lol.. Nvm shall stop complaining about my studies since PSP GAMES :D and studies D: don't go together...

I'm in like a totally freaking good mood today :D
Firstly i think i shd ans those ppl whom i dao-ed when they ask why i so good mood(hoho lazy to ans u) Today is the day of my freedom from the stupid godforsaken CCA!! U seriously don't know how happy i am! Today really nth to do in class sia... 2 hrs free period hoho.. we marked our territory for generations to come

Imba vandalisism sia LOL crossword puzzle of all the names of our classmates :D cool right xD but lmao its on ramen's table Lmao he dunno cos he went back home cos he wasn't feeling well. Hope ur feeling better.. He's so gunna get a surprise when he sees his table tmr LOL. Ah... such satisfaction right, accomplices? Hohoho.Other den vandalism, ming fong and i were taking pictures of the pedobear in all his different poses and will serialize into a comic soon on ming fong's blog. I think x) hahaha. "The Adventures of Berperloh" Lmaoo.

This is chang jie's new trademark!! if u dunno what it means, dun care just call him that or an even more powderrfooll attack, call him Berperloh Train! LOL realized tt alot ppl got flu thanks to me wahahahha about at least 5 of them Lmao.. <33 Not my fault loh.. i wasn't the root cause of it. Some mastermind behind the scenes in our class spread to me de :x

-- Ahh freaking good mood --

Went to eat steamboat at bugis wif the cg on sunday after service :D the soup so nice sia!! i drink until run toilet dunno how many times LOL but $15.40.. heart pain >< although worth it la very nice food summore can sabo mel. LOL we play games den we lose the sabos all nvm de but she lose, we make her drink one bowl of tom yam soup wif dishes inside LOL

FOOOOODD

More FOOD

LOL! attempted to stage the "rebellion" just now and failed miserably.. lmao the objective like totally changed haha.. we became affiliated shortly after we begun LOL

Yin Yang Pattern LOL

lol gt ppl complain say i take pictures always no people inside de. LOL i only take picture of super chio/good looking people or ppl doing spastic things :X

eeeehh act cute == which category do u think this fits in? :D

@.@ still got my flu.. horrible ~.~ Chang jie came to my hse for cell group again Lol. Mel preached sth tt we were like recently guilty of.. Hohoho :x but ok la we learnt to let go xD Watched him play bridge LOL haha he lose so much as usual in card games :x. Jer ask me go play audi lols play so long wif jer,wither and blade xD. Gt one zai rd suddenly LOL aiya saved replay tt time my audi dieded =.=. Got addicted to this song after playing LOL .Gonna stage a rebellion on monday haha wif an accomplice >:] haha joking just wait and see :D

Happy birthday ms farhanah :D!!!!
so tireeddd..... my nose wanna drop off already x.x
I'm like dying from this deadly flu virus..
Better go sleep le.. wait my father again say not enuff slp tts y kena all kinds of sickness... =.=
Better go slp.. wait i die... lol..

"I can't stand him, i'm gonna change place!" When i heard tt from the little wench who thought tt he could bitch about me amongst a group of people at the canteen without me knowing.. i don't know whether to laugh or get angry.. Like seriously, i wonder who was the f***ed up loser who smses me practically everyday along with his guilty conscience saying sth like:" can i ask u sth please? are you angry with me? is there any misunderstanding? are you talking abt me on ur blog? sorry for...? Why u nv tok today, u nv tok very scary sia" And still try to put up a front in front of others acting like i'm hard up for a shitty relationship of any sorts with a faggot like u? The fact tt i denied any of the questions u asked was because i can't be bothered to explain to people about what happened after u go around emo-ing and whining in the past abt how i am mistreating u. Frankly speaking.. the fact that im directly blogging this shit about u is because i ain't gonna bother explaining anything... while u go try and fit urself in other groups.. i wonder if u can be sure everyone likes the fact that they are spending their time wif a farce object. Going online and whining about others was seriously learnt from u.. From the fact that out of the few people at the table when u said shit abt me, a number of them actually came to me and tell me about it. I wonder if u can be sure everyone likes u. After reading this, hmm... judging from that pathetic personality of urs, u'd probably go to certain people's blogs whom u think i can seek refuge in and say things like: "But i don't know, i scared tat i might just lose everything and everyone in the end." I wonder if u can actually believe that the comforting words u received were actually from the heart. I sincerely feel sorry for u... One who always go around acting popular and behind the scenes through the net,smses, ask for forgiveness and bitch about others. As u might have already guessed, this post and the previous 2 "bitching" posts are dedicated solely to u. If u read my blog u'd already know my eye for an eye personality. I'm just returning what u gave to me. Seriously, so many times u've done sth behind my back and u thought i didn't know. And when i find out, let's see. Step 1: u'd delete the post u have antagonized others. Step 2: Explain that u did it out of impulse or out of care for others Step 3: Go seek pity in others Step 4: Ask for forgiveness Step 5: Expect others to forgive and forget and finally Step 6: u do it again.
If u thought i forgot everything u've ever done, i've not. When people ask me, have u quarrelled wif _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _, i just reply nth. I seriously don't know where to start about u. It's accumulated over such a long period of time and as i said in my post last week, as of today my threshold of tolerance over u has just snapped. After all, u did it once again today.

--seriously, my life wouldn't have sucked so much without u--

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LOL my brother just sent me this chinese essay by sum random guy.. freaking hilarious.. better understanding if u are familiar with dota

Woo finally got time to blog... went out with my whole family on friday... seriously wah how long nvr go out together le.. Went to bugis for dinner at seafood harvest.. Nt bad sia.. eat till wan explode.. Omg den the most embarrassing thing happened to me... SSOOO STUPID!!! My bro had just send me one new game for my phone.. quite fun sia.. den when i tried out the game... I just started playing for like 10seconds? WHILE WALKING... Wow i banged into a freaking lamp post!!! seriously omg i dunno where to hide my face... LOL Best thing was tt my brother was walking right next to me and he nvr warn me!! Luckily late at night very little ppl around cos we going to carpark.. Stupid sia LOL.. Spent half of saturday doing my actual storyboard for animation =_= stupid make me redo... but was playing games while drawing LOL in the like hmm.. 15seconds-20seconds? of the opponent's turn, i was drawing den my turn den i go play again LOL efficiency rate 50% -.- tts y take so long to do. Crappy weekend lor... Sunday.. went to church with changjie!! Lol monk go church worr.. the easter drama was nice... so touching tt i din cry... unlike dorcas.. lol... Supposed to have tuition tt afternoon but it was cancelled!!! cos my tuition teacher was not feeling well..( i shall nt be so mean as to cheer over this although i was overjoyed by the fact tt i din have to have tuition tt day) Lol did eng during the tuition time while playing game again -_- took like 1hr30mins to finish thanks to the game LOL. efficiency rate 50% yet again :D. At nite cannot le must chiong AS (see im not secret mugger ok? i gt tell ppl one). Chionged wif jun jie LOL... to think i thought tt i slept late... at 12+. Gt 2 other chiongster sleep at like 3am LOL... but jun jie pro sia... slp so late still can wake up early.. i took like 25mins to move off my bed LOL... power sia... almost caused my brother to be late for sch even though he started later den usual (8am).. HohO.. science practical stupid sia... when i first got the paper i stunned down there.. stupid refraction chapter... cmi. After tt like okay la nt so bad.. But like bai chi trying to bend down and see through the thing when the angle of incidence was like erm... 75 degrees. LOL den walk past the neighbouring class wif jiaxuan and jun jie SO FUNNY SIA.. they doing same practical den gt one girl record 25 degrees CELCIUS!!! LOL den mr oh was exclaiming tt to mr yeo den at first i still blur... whats so funny? den after awhile of delay from my brain i realised tt LOL... den the maths factorisation wa cmi sia den i say to mrs lim my factorisation cmi.. den she shout at me say CANNOT LIKE TT AH RAYNER.. MUST GO HOME AND MAKE IT!! den jia xuan and i were like laughing down there after she go away... lmao... stupid sia... this week no tests... other den animation o lvl -- nvm slack timee